Yup, I'm at home. Which means I am not out with my boyfriend. He didn't want to go out tonight and I think that he was afraid to tell me that, but he said that he just wants to zone out and not think about anything. So I left him alone. Honestly, it was probably for the best. I am so tired after only getting 3 hours of sleep last night. I'm not fully feeling well and am in a terribly bad mood.
I am still very confused by last night. Today we texted during work like we always do and it was like nothing happened at all. Then he cancels for tonight, but makes plans for tomorrow (we'll see if he cancels those too).
I don't get it. I just don't. And I don't know how to act around him anymore. I really feel like I may have screwed this up even though I can't find anything that I have done wrong. Its REALLY bothering me. And now I am afraid to do anything....its like walking on eggshells around him. I can't be myself, cause apparently my normal traits annoy him. Maybe it is destined to fail.
But the thing is, til last night, things were going great. Wonderfully great. I was happy. He was happy. We were happy. We would go on date nights and have a good time or we could stay in and still have a good laugh.
I just can't figure out where I took a wrong turn. Maybe it will all blow over and things will be fine....I can only hope!
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