Sunday, March 1, 2009

Okay

Things in my relationship are just fine. We have talked about Friday's foolish situation and are okay. I am not fully over it, as I am still very embarrassed and disappointed in myself and the way I acted. But he still loves me and that's all that matters to me.

We went out last night and I refused to drink. I had a few sips and he assured me that it would be okay if I wanted to drink. It's just not okay with me. I want to remain in control because I feel like the next time I lose myself and I lose that control that it will be the end of this relationship. So, I had a great time without the alcohol.

He cares for me and it showed last night. I am sure that with a little bit more time that things will get back to normal. For now I am still embarrassed and sad at myself. But with his love, I am sure I will be just fine sooner rather than later.

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