Confusion

Just when I thought I had it all figured out by keeping Dancing Dude on the back burner, he texted me today. I do have to say that I am not as interested in him after his month long hiatus from me.

I don't quite know what to say about it. He says he hasn't called, written or texted because he was busy. I feel like he only knows me when no one else is around. Then he texts today and is ultra flirty and cute. Confusing.

I am very skeptical of him. He makes plans with me and then ditches out. He promises and doesn't deliver. And to be honest, I deserve more than that because I am worth it. If he doesn't see it, that's his problem, his loss.

I've been doing a lot of thinking about myself, relationships, love (or in my case a lack of love) and I think I will remain hopeful but at the same time take a step back. I think I am going to stop looking for a little while. If someone special comes along, I am not going to push him away, but I guess I just want to be cautious. Maybe I am being too careful. I don't know. I don't know what to do anymore.

It's confusing, I am a very confident person but when it comes to dating and relationships I have no clue and lack confidence. After my last relationship, I don't trust my own decisions. I don't know what to do to regain the trust in myself...if it is even possible to do so.

I need help....lots and lots of help.