So I FINALLY got the phone number from my little crush.
I called and left a message days ago in hopes that we could make plans for the weekend. The weekend came and left and he never called.
It leaves me with a lot of questions. Did he get my message? If he did then why didn't he call? Why would one give their number to someone if they had no intention on calling back? Why do guys play these games?
I know that I probably just thinking way too much into this...but I am just so confused.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Friday, August 1, 2008
Lost Opportunity
So, there is this guy that I am interested from dance class. We talk a lot while at dance class and we are often partnered up for such classes. We enjoy dancing with each other.
I have a little crush on this guy, but who knows if he actually is interested in me. During the last class he made some comments like "You can't have her, she's mine" and grabbed my hand when another guy wanted to partner with me. When he danced with another single girl that night so she wouldn't have to dance alone, he looked at me when he danced by and he jokingly said "Are you jealous that I have to dance with another girl?" I joked back "Totally, didn't you see me giving you the evil eye?" We tease and laugh with each other alot. Its hard to say whether he is just the class clown or if its some playful flirting.
Through a conversation we had, I learned what restaurant he works at. So, one day, I decide to go there for a quick lunch, with the full intention being to bump into him and talk. So I get there and I see him in the middle of the restaurant but I pretend to not notice him. I was shaking and nervous and didn't know if he would even care that a girl from dance class was there to eat lunch. So, I sit down and get my lunch. For the whole time I'm there I am just trying to get the nerve up to say "Hi". I finish eating and went to use the rest room. I am still trying to gain the courage to talk to the guy. I walk out and head to the door. And there he is walking right in front of me. Here's my chance. But do I take it....no .....I walk right out the door, to my car and drive right back to work, totally regretting that I didn't say anything to him...after all that was the point of going there.
Is something wrong with me? Why do I not have the confidence to say hi to someone I am interested in? It is for this reason that I will remain single forever.
I really kinda let myself down. I hope I can regain confidence before seeing him at dance class again.
I have a little crush on this guy, but who knows if he actually is interested in me. During the last class he made some comments like "You can't have her, she's mine" and grabbed my hand when another guy wanted to partner with me. When he danced with another single girl that night so she wouldn't have to dance alone, he looked at me when he danced by and he jokingly said "Are you jealous that I have to dance with another girl?" I joked back "Totally, didn't you see me giving you the evil eye?" We tease and laugh with each other alot. Its hard to say whether he is just the class clown or if its some playful flirting.
Through a conversation we had, I learned what restaurant he works at. So, one day, I decide to go there for a quick lunch, with the full intention being to bump into him and talk. So I get there and I see him in the middle of the restaurant but I pretend to not notice him. I was shaking and nervous and didn't know if he would even care that a girl from dance class was there to eat lunch. So, I sit down and get my lunch. For the whole time I'm there I am just trying to get the nerve up to say "Hi". I finish eating and went to use the rest room. I am still trying to gain the courage to talk to the guy. I walk out and head to the door. And there he is walking right in front of me. Here's my chance. But do I take it....no .....I walk right out the door, to my car and drive right back to work, totally regretting that I didn't say anything to him...after all that was the point of going there.
Is something wrong with me? Why do I not have the confidence to say hi to someone I am interested in? It is for this reason that I will remain single forever.
I really kinda let myself down. I hope I can regain confidence before seeing him at dance class again.
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